But seeing as you didn’t mention anything about there actually being someone behind you, and considering if you had been suffering delusions you would likely know it, it sounds like a mix of paranoia and a guilty conscience.
You have to work on why you think there is someone behind you, then work on why that idea bothers you so much/so what if there was?/what would you do if there was?
In answering those three questions, you will likely find your answer.
All the best.
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